nakedness

I put my nakedness of my life, my journey with lovely warmth from universe.
Every single little thing happened in my life that i appreciate. Every anger, smile, pain, happiness ...
would be writen down here. in this silvery digital net.

wonderful Life it is.

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July 11, 2011

beautiful minds


































Rainy days
speak of no cloudy greys
looking forward to the destiny,
end of the end

Dawn leaves
with golden tears understood the joy
knowing the glory of life, falling, dying
and seeing wide

utopie ...
human race sees life's wisdom

My kind trees
do raise in mind for me
giving, silently crying to none
do live and shine

sparkling hearts are rare
somewhere we melt


anyer
emile s.

all photos : emile s.
 
 

July 9, 2011

destined

silence of silvery waves,
observed by the sickle moon at far
caressing waving a legato of one
... touched me gently shyly


stars and nebulae
singing circle of unknown
of but!        ... what i am?

lots of sand - lots of prejudice - such a waste to be - but then            ... who i am?

leave me! all alone.
that i do don't care.

pain me.
suffer me.
mesmerize me.
ought the hardest.
submissive string.

oh yes really do don't care

as one.
as whole.
the burden of one pure.
to that gasp the only one.
to feel.














oh falling stars
oh collapsing galaxies
oh ambitious, jealous dawn
oh passionate fragile love

therefore you will see me | you will see me then

to be the tree of falling leaves.



amed
emile s.

all photos : emile s
 
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July 6, 2011

long lost love

just had a long beautiful conversation with one person
a special one from years before. one who disappeared.


it was me who made her disappeared i guessed, 

but somehow... the hollow.
i hated her, i dismissed her.
 
now i got my peace back. we got our peace back.
not as lover anymore, but as a true-friend.


she said lovingly;
"true friend is rare. and to the museum you belong".
 
may bless of life decorate your life always, princess.
tenderly i kiss you.


emile s

July 4, 2011

dukkha

warung Gista, djokdjakarta














The Buddha himself on Dukkha:

This, bhikkhus, is the Noble Truth of Dukkha:

Birth is dukkha, aging is dukkha,
sickness is dukkha, death is dukkha. 

Presence of objects we loathed is dukkha;
separation from what we love is dukkha;
not getting what is wanted is dukkha.


this is from  Ryuichi Sakamoto
hibari.

accompanying me cycling around in beautiful djokdja
yet it is a hollow inside me
i know that i 'm in pain
always am.


tamansari, djokdja











cycling around beautiful old djokdja,
-with a very vey beautiful new friend
 

all photos : emile s.